hey all 3 people currently fallowing me! so i never used my DA account for much just signed up so i can see "adult" pics and fics. so seeing as how i cant draw or write well at all, the only "art things" i can do are DM/GM and i used to sing but i haven't kept up with it so i suck, but ill talk about that later. so why all of a sudden aim a writing here? well after seeing a doc on Woodstock and the Beatles back to back kinda puts you into a lovey mood. well lets talk then shall we well i type to you...


a funny thing called love or how i learned to live again.

so my love life is a sad one having only about 3 "girlfriends" in my entire 22 almost 23 years of life on this funky mixed up place called reality. only 2 of them really serous( however i got a great friend out of the first one!) Melissa was a growing up experience where i learned that love is fickle when faced with lust and the ruin it brings. after her i thought that love has a time and a place and that you can get over it right quick. then 4 loveless years later i meet Christina i first meet her at a my friend erins b-day trip to little Tokyo in LA, i liked her at first but never in a million years thought anyone would give me a shot but low and behold a week later we where dating! and boy did i fall hard! i still don't under stand fully why she left me but 6 1/2 months after i fell in love it was over oh the things i wanted to do and say but time is cruel and i never got to say them so i sit with a song/poem i wrote at anime expo before i did some thing ill regret for the rest of eternity ( which is between me and her) so i sit with it in my gaming notes and ill burn it before/at her wedding to some one wonderfully perfect to someone who will never be me. witch brings me as to why i wont sing any more i sang to her the of few times shed let me and now every time i sing i think of her every love song paints her beauty in my mind, maybe ill sing one last time at the for mentioned wedding maybe as i burn the poem/song. musicians,poets, writers, painters they all express themselves with there art , ill i can do is tell a story that i nominally control at best. so that's me as of this moment s a love lorn no talent loser with to much free time and no one to spend it with...